In 2008 I began what was to be a letter of love to Gaia my sweet and lovely mother earth and soon found it was to become a letter from Gaia to me. I began:
“I love you Gaia. I can feel your life, your energy and your magic. And I can feel your pain.”
It was then that she began to speak to me. “There is always pain when there is birth my dear one. I love you too. You are my beautiful Shadow Hawk, who sits in the shade in a tree in the Enchanted Forest waiting, watching for a message of hope. Perhaps now you will have your message."
She went on to say, “I want to start by going back a long time. When you and I first met, you visited me often while you were still in spirit form. That is perhaps when we began our love affair. But the first time you came in a body was a delight to both of us. There are places on me, on this planet, that still hold the beautiful happy energy of a child new to the planet and new to a physical body. You played in the forests and the grasslands. You befriended all of the birds and the animals, even those who would have you for their dinner. This was a wondrous happy time for you. You climbed the trees, swam in the pristine lakes and rivers and oceans. And you would lie on your back in the soft warm sand of my beaches or curl up in the waving grasses under a tree. It was then that you would talk to me.
It was then, already then, you called me Mother.”
We had several conversations then, 2008. I never published or did much with the information. Looking at it now I think it was mostly meant for me. She did make one statement that I want to share with you, perhaps there will be more later, perhaps I will resume my conversations, but for now this is what I wanted to share of my conversations with Gaia:
“I am Gaia the spirit of this great rock that houses you my dear humans. Listen and come back to me. Our connection has become like a marriage that has grown distant and cold. Come back to me; learn how you and I need each other and we can begin to heal this distance between us.”
